feels like i stabbed 20 kids to death and stored their corpses in my vag. #fuckperiods
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pissed off
some people just never learn their lesson. i have only told him a million times before again and again i don’t like to feel like a burden on anybody, and still he comes up with creative phrases like “i can’t always babysit you” or just blame mememe when things dont go his way….FUCK YOU
im now at the point of emotional peak where i could either burst into tears or tear the skin right off him out of anger, whatever did i do to deserve this kind of abuse is unknown to me. i thought i was a catch? do people shit on their catches and make them feel like crap all day long?
i am so stupid. every time he says he will change, he will do something different, he never does. and i thought of all the people i might love he would be the one who is different, who will pass his own judgment. what is that, that we should always judge people by their ACTIONS and not their words? then how do i judge your ACTIONS, how do i judge how YOU ACT? how many more sorry’s do you think i am going to take?
how many more times can i slap myself mentally and call my suspicions paranoia, quell my own fears my own way, pick myself up when you throw me down, stop myself from crying when i want to, look up when i’m about to drown?
we’ll find out soon enough.
through the virtual pen of a baller asian girl hailing from chinkapore, blog.weissdom.com is the end result of cumulative stupidity experienced and activated by its author, weiss. verbosity aside, weiss is a gaming geek with a tendency to shoot anything that moves with her 30mm f1.4. to contact her, email weissdom @ gmail . com. but only if you are human. or desperate.