out of the system

i don’t want to whine and talk shit about people who i supposedly love and will love me back unconditionally so instead let me TRY to be constructive.
here are things i want to change & what i can do to make them happen:
- i want to be more responsible for myself
- i will stop spending money on the unnecessary immediately
- i will keep a PAPER budget of expenditure on a weekly basis.
- i want to be less responsible for others
- i will ask for help when i have problems instead of imploding when i no longer have solutions
- i want to be less selfish
- i will clean the dishes, all of them, every day, at 6pm from now on
- i will think less of money as “mine
- i want to be more responsible for my appearance
- i will tone & moisturize every day
- i will wash condition hair every 3 days
- i will exercise… once a week… for 30 minutes
- i want to be more mature about my relationship
- i will try to think less of other women as competition
- i will communicate to my boyfriend my problems rather than be passive aggressive
- i want to be more responsible for my LIFE
- i will make my bed EVERY DAY even if i wake up at 6pm.
thats alot of shit to do to be honest but this is a small start. i will try try try and maybe i will stop being unhappy because of other people and be happy being myself.
tell me something good